RwR 22/5 to 28/5

A week of oscillations.

SoTW: Stray – Lucas King / Come, Thou Fount of Every Blessing – Robert Robinson

Timecheck: 5:07pm.

Leaving for camp tomorrow so can’t procrastinate on this any longer.

How I’ve been…

  1. Physically:
    1. Suffered some setbacks on getting an early sleep cycle going. Notably on Saturday night (or rather Sunday morning) when I slept at 4am and rose at 11.30am – the quality of sleep really differs from sleeping early (not that I’d know, since it’s been so long since I slept early).
    2. Not much progress made on the other two, due to various reasons.
  2. Mentally:
    1. Being productive has been easy at the start of the week and slightly more difficult as the week hit its middle portion. The end was better though.
    2. Amino is a great way to kill time – both productive and unproductive.
  3. Emotionally:
    1. It’s been a week of oscillation emotions – almost every day for the first four to five days brought some new development in various aspects that substantially affected my feelings.
    2. Things stabilized to some extent by the end of the week though – this definitely took some time, but some calm is nice.
  4. Socially:
    1. I had unexpected one meetup this week, so it was supposed to be my most productive week at home.
    2. Ever since I’ve discovered Amino, however, I’m finding some success in using online conversations and acquaintanceships to balance out being in one’s room for a good portion of the day. That and some other stuff led to me caring a lot less about the issue of Guinevere, so that’s cool.
    3. [BGR]: Nothing much this week save seeing some potentially disastrous relationships heading for a wreck on Amino. That has only reinforced my conviction that I am on that app for different purposes – mainly providing a listening ear to those who need it and advice for those that want it.
  5. Spiritually:
    1. Things oscillated more than I’d have liked this week as well – drifting/straying further from God at times and being drawn/reminded of the narrow door at others.
    2. I would call it a week of stagnation if it wasn’t for the uneven nature of my WwG this week, but that probably wouldn’t have been an inaccurate label.
    3. And yes, not appearing at church didn’t help much either. Will be remedied in the future.
    4. A few good quotes come to mind though: About productivity, fruits and service to others.
  6. Character improvements:
    1. Progress in nailbiting fluctuated greatly, but on the whole there seems to be definite progress.
    2. Other aspects – yep. Same as last week.
  7. Hobbies:
    1. Some time spent on CS:GO, perhaps less than last week. Lost GN2 on my social account after a couple of bad losses, holding steady for my solo account.
    2. Played a bit of Overwatch during the free weekend and bought the game. Might not play it much in the future but that’s alright – it’s fairly fun once ina  while.
    3. Not much time spent on guitar or drums, but a collab may be forthcoming.
  8. Random thoughts:
    1. “Man can wash his hands, but only God can (wash the heart/make them clean).” That was a nice quote (source: Watashi) if I do say so myself.
    2. “There sure are a lotta kids and teens on Amino and not many the same age as me. Perhaps for good reason – the fickle and unpredictable nature of these online acquaintanceships leads to self-selection bias in how long something can actually last when neither party is committed. Maybe that’s a good thing.”
    3. “Oh….some that have fallen through the social cracks do end up finding communities and online bf/gfs on here. That’s not bad.”
  9. Week ahead:
    1. Will be at a CF camp from Tues through Thurs. Looking forward to it, curious to see what it is about.
    2. Once the camp’s over, perhaps a movie.
  10. Prayer for upcoming week:
    1. Wisdom for integrating vision of above and developing one’s own vision.
    2. Clarity of thought in priorities.
    3. Renewed thirst as the deer panteth for water.

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